You know, when I've watched stories about anorexic women on TV, I've always wondered "How do they not realize how awful they look? How can they not see that they look like a skeleton?" One day it hit me that I'm the same way, just the complete opposite, of course. I know what the scale says. I know what size clothes I wear. I see myself in the mirror everyday. And still...I don't realize how big I look.

I don't look in the mirror and think, "Oh God, I'm so fat and ugly. I don't even want to leave the house." I actually think I'm an attractive girl. I'm married to an awesome man that tells me daily how beautiful he thinks that I am. Maybe that's why I can't imagine that others may not feel the same. Haha