Wed, Nov-24-04, 10:30
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fierce!
Posts: 1,286
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Plan: TGDW
Stats: -/-/-
BF:
Progress: 73%
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Quote:
Originally Posted by jadefox26
Did you see how big you really were before starting the WOE - or did you kind of ignore it??
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God, yes.
When I weighed 105 pounds, I thought I was enormous. And then, as I dieted myself up the scale, I felt the obvious loathing and shame for every 20-30 pound gain on the way up. But somewhere -- probably after I hit the dreaded 200 pound mark -- I stopped seeing the fat. Talk about denial.
The awful truth became apparent when I'd see a photo of myself. I could hardly believe it was me, that I was that fat.
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