OK, to be quite honest, i am an alcoholic

I have been on the atkins diet for 5 days, and been sober

and i honestly cannot take it anymore

I need a drink, but also want to lose weight, what alcohol can i drink

I assume beer and wine would be out of the question

but what about scotch, vodka, gin???

i know no rum and cokes, but a scotch and soda or gin and tonic must be ok

please let me know, i will be drinking tonight and need guidance

please no moral or ethical shuns about my drinking problem, i am quite aware of it