What motivates me is knowing how good I can look once I get down to my goal.. (was there once in high school.. loved it, lost it, now Im starting all over again..)

Seeing old photos, setting goals... clothes being bigger on me.. old clothes fitting again... these things motivate me..

The anticipation of seeing old friends from high school.. dont want them to be like.. (omg, shes gained soo much weight!! What happened?) I dont want to be that person..

And... I have a best friend, now boyfriend who I want to be proud of me.. he already is proud of me, but being thinner for him, as sad as that sounds, keeps me going as well.. hes seen me at my almost highest, (over a year ago, when we just worked together..) through my breakup with my ex who I was with for 4 years, and now through my latest progress.. he deserves a better looking me because he truly is my best friend..