Not only have I fallen off the wagon but I am standing by as the last embers trail off into the sky.

I blew it and I dont mean I had 1 cookie! I had 1-2 tamales a day for the past 3 days and chocolate covered nuts and pretzels on a daily basis also.

Then to redeem myself I made LC blueberry cheesecake, um hello that's defeating the purpose when you've already eaten like a pig. Duh Shannon!

I am 8 months into this WOL and as soon as the holidays hit I throw it all away. Yes I am bashing myself because I let myself down and I know this is just a set back. BUT to have said No for so long and to have had such incredible willpower and now for it to be tossed out the window just makes me angry.

I had to vent since I cant believe what a dork I really am!

Shannon