I am only on day 2 of induction, so I really won't be any help with your questions. I do however have an anxiety problem and I am on medication for it. I find that because of my anxiety, I am more aware of how my body reacts to everything. It sounds like you are experiencing anxiety over old feelings.
I hope the reasurrance that you have got from this board will help ease it. I am sure that I will be asking for reasurrance here as well at some point. It is hard to change your thinking and to accept that we can feel satisfied and still reach the goals we are looking for.
Thank you for shring your story!