I want to be positive like you two, really. I was going to put a "but" in there but instead I will say that I am scared because I don't want to let myself get too excited about losing weight and then end up putting it back on. I know I can control if that happens or not (to some extent) howeverl I am such a pessimistic individual! How do you get away from that and be optimistic? Being pessimistic is so damn habitual!