I am on the 20mg dose, I was off of it for about a month after taking meds for over a year and a half and I could feel myself everyday loosing control just a little bit more. Then when I found out my grandmother was ill, it was all it took to set me off again... Thanks for all the kind words everyone I really appreciate the support. When I first started taking my meds I didn't feel any different, but I noticed that suddenly my desk at work was neater and I took more time doing my hair & make-up, I could look at myself in the mirror and not think I was the fattest, ugliest person in the world.... but I didn't feel different if that makes sense... I can definately say that I am a much happier, less stressed, less high strung and less emotional person on my meds and I can't wait till they kick in again, I am tired of being so sad.

~Tiffany