Hello all,

I am looking for some thoughts on post carb-up depression. I have struggled to deal with depression for many years.
Most post carb-up times are ok but a couple of times I have felt enormously depressed after a carb-up. Both times the carb-up was not the only factor that could have been involved with the depressed episode. But I wonder if it did contribute or perhaps even cause the depressed time.

I ask because I really want to do a carb-up, its been 2 weeks and I can't wait. However I attempted suicide about a month ago and since then I have been on a severe roller coaster of depression, the worst ever. I have finally started to see a little light at the end of the tunnel with four good days in a row.

I want to carb-up very bad but I would hate to start another episode of depression. So any thoughts from others that deal with any type of depression, or just anybody that has a comment on CKD and depression I would appreciate.


Many Thanks,

JWJ