Hi there Lessara,
I love your name. I've never heard of it before. I too have had that embarrassing realization, when you realize you don't fit quite right.
I look forward to not worrying if I will break that chair. Especially in the summer when people always offer their folding chairs to you. And you make up excuses why you don't need to sit down.
I look forward to not feeling like I'm being stared at because I'm large.
I look forward to feeling as young as I am, instead of feeling older than my years.
I look forward to doing more active outings with my children, like hiking and biking.
I look forward to having people know me as Vicky, not the FAT friend. I will be known as the one who overcame, rather than the one who was defeated by FAT.
I look forward to wearing summer clothes in public. I will never be one to show too much skin, but to be able to wear shorts in public sounds wonderful.
Well, there's just a few. I could go on. But mostly I want to be healthy and have my kids be proud of me. Victoria