My fear is failure on this new way of eating. I fear that I will not lose an ounce and all of my hard work is for nothing.
My fear is so strong, that I have not weighed myself since I have been on induction - 8 days. I do not know if I have lost or gained or stayed the same. I am afraid of numbers, me an intelligent woman afraid of 3 digets that rule and ruined my life.

My fears are so strong, that I have told NO ONE about this diet because I do not want to defend my choices and I do not want someone to tell me that know someone who failed on it.

I just know that I am so tired of being so heavy - let's be honest and call it what it is: F A T ! I have to lose this weight as I can not stand it anymore.

In the back of my mind, there is that ever present voice saying
"it is not working." I wish I could make that go away.

A Thin Me!