Those thoughts youa re having are so normal...its impossible to not think of your weight with these things becuase your weight loss is a big thing in your life right now... I think very realistic goals are great.... but you have to work hard to get to them and set a new one right away once you do get there...most of all dont reward yourself with food.... I think many of us have done that once and it can throw you way off and make you regain....sucks! not worth it!