I'm having up and down moments.

Today, for some reason, I'm feeling fat. Not large; just fat - or full, or something - just uncomfortable in my skin.

Whether or not I have big shoulders - I'll have to evaluate that. However, I do know that I have a wide back, because my circumference for buying bras is large, but my cup size is tiny - so it certainly isn't because I have a lot in the front.

I think when I wear larger clothes, I feel smaller, but today I'm wearing something I just bought recently - the smallest size I've worn in a long time - and now I'm feeling large/fat/uncomfortable or whatever terminology you wish to use.

Strange. Gotta sit down and have a talk with myself about body image and how self-destructive I can be - like my own worst enemy.