Hi Ivorybrow. I feel for you and all you have been through. Stress is a killer and our bodies really can only handle so much. I went through a scary divorce and was on that constant alert thing you talk about. I did meet with Dr. S and I can assure you that you are in good hands. I am thinking I may try a phone consult with her as I am much worse than when I saw her a couple years ago. How did you get your tests done? Did you go to CA or did you send the tests in? Well, I am curious about your progress and I am wishing you a wonderful life ahead of you....Because I know you will heal and enjoy life the way you always should have been able to. Take good care!! K