OMG Orchid you totally just described me to a "T". As a matter of fact I've only dieted once in my life and I'm 30 until I started LC this past January.

It really got bad after I had Madison and Austin. They're both toddlers and I wouldn't hardly eat anything until they were both sleeping b/c to me it wasn't satisfaction wolfing down a meal with screaming kids around. At night it was party time for me and my hubby. We would clean out the cabinets and go get fast food after they were sleeping and feast out until we could barely move.

So your not alone sweetie I'm right there with ya !