i can certainly understand your concern about gaining weight, because i have the same concern, but, um, you're my heighth and a size 4/5. isn't that good? if i were there i'd just go on to maintence and not worry about the extra few pounds, especially if it's just like, 5 away from goal. it seems to me you've already done a fantastic job sticking to the woe, but just take each meal and day with baby steps, you know, in regards to maintence, and you should do fine.

congrats on your weight loss so far; don't worry about gaining it back; just make sure each meal that you eat is the best possible meal you can feed yourself at that time and one day you'll turn around and realize you've maintained it for a year. i know if you've come this far, you'll be able to keep it off! once again, congradulations and good luck!