oh, thanks LisaS--no offence taken at all, it's actually nice to be reassured that perhaps its all in my head umm, let's see-- body image issues? Like an ED?, then no... like feeling fat and wanting to loose weight..then yes, but i was overweight so that's not really an issue

beginning of shapely-- alas, certainly not. I guess they aren't "huge" but they are out of proportion to the rest of my muscles/body which are, as u say, stick-like. I know these on-line tools are silly, but i use mybody.com and my calves were def on the high side while my snees/thighs/arms were on the low side--i guess this makes my calves seem bigger to me. I've always had big calves though--before it was fat i guess, and now its muscle.....