Oh my God I could just kick myself in the ass right now!!! I broke down and had 2 puffs off a butt I had in the car. I am SUCH an addict it's disgusting!!! BUTTTTTTTTTTT, even as I sit here an write this in tears, I WILL NOT smoke anymore!!!!! I WILL NOT buy any cigs and I WILL NOT let my addiction get the best of me dammit!!!!!

Sorry, I needed to vent!!!!!!