OH no don't do this to yourself, you'll go nuts.

No I look in the mirror naked, and I see curves where it was round before. My oldest said to me, he's so sweet and innocent but I understood what he meant, he said, Mom you don't look like a zero (0) anymore, you look like an 8.....I thought about it and he's right. I have curves again. Don't be so hard on yourself, 30 pounds gone is good. Keep up the good work.

Lily