I'm in the position that so many people are....looking for a new job while working at one I dislike. There are so many things out of my control....sending off resumes and letters to people who don't know me and pre-judge me over what they see on a piece of paper, looking for job openings every day.
But one thing I CAN control is what I put in my mouth. Since taking control of my eating habits I've GAINED a feeling of self-mastery (while dropping a few pounds). So climb back on the wagon. Take control! Today your plate! Tomorrow, the world!