* the "fat" pictures.... maybe I will like having my picture taken (well maybe not but at least I will look ok in them)

* no energy.....it will be nice to have the energy to get off the couch and play with my 2 kids

* the looks when I'm with hubby ... it'll be great standing beside him (he's well built and in shape) and wearing nice clothes not some slobby "fat" clothes

* the t-shirt over the bathing suit thing at the beach.....maybe someday I won't feel like I stick out compared to everyone else