My first attempt at a journal entry started to dig up so much junk that I started over again rather than broadcast my pain. The eating I have done in recent years has much more to do with recent frustrations that I don't need to dig up the past but rather deal with the problems in the here and now. To tell the truth my biggest frustration right now is JUNK! Every time I try to get into an area to clean it out and dejunk it I get frustrated and find myself haunting the kitchen seeking what I may devour! rather than getting through the problem. I guess you could say that most of my overeating, esp between meals has been triggered by frustration and not being able to solve a problem NOW! For now I am leaving the past there. I can't do anything about it and I have long ago forgiven my parents for not being perfect. I probably did that the first day I was home with my first son!!!!