Welcome to the boards Andrey! This is a wonderful place for support. When I first found the boards I was unsure if they would help me, But now I find myself almost adicted to them. I must admit I check my favorite forums 2, 3 sometimes up to 10 times a day. And the best thing that helped was starting a journal. I can keep track of everything I'm doing right and wrong as well as having so many supportive people stop by and give me words of encouragement. I would suggest you start a journal as well and if your about to cheat, stop and write about it first, it may help you NOT do it. Or once you do cheat, write it down similar to a confession, then get on with your WOL (way of life) because 1 mistake wont kill you, worst case you learn from it.