This is rough. I decided best to get out of here, so I went to the living room. The aroma was heavenly. I decided ok, one cookie. REally wasn't worth it. Then she made a cheese cake with sugar and grahm cracker crust!!! How much can I take......took a big bite of that before heading to bed. Why do I do this? Its my 4th seek of induction with great results. Its like I don't even want to find out what really is driviing me to ruin what I have done. Its easier to shrug it off. Don't they call that denial?? Well, today my son polished off the cheesecake, of course I scraped up the crumbs. I don't even take the time to think. I actually have this urge to just start eating wildly. Am I really out there or what??

Today I starting to take bites, frijoles, cereal... Does anybody else go through this. geeeezzzz, I feel like a nut!!