Amaara...I can certainly understand your frustration. I went through a very bad time last year, but unlike you sticking to it, I caved in. Now I ask you...what good did it do me? Did I lose weight when I went off? NOOOOO Did I lose inches? NOOOOO Did I feel good, physically or psychologically? NOOOOO Did it improve my life in ANY possible way? NOOOOO So now I look at it this way when I feel like just giving it all up....what would be the alternative? Would I seriously go on another plan and continue to lose? Probably not. So now I'm developing a new way of looking at things. So I don't lose fast....or lose inches fast...but at least I'm not gaining. I feel better about myself. I take better care of myself. I exercise. I can be proud of me and you should be very proud of you. The best of luck to you on your journey! I know you can do it! We all can!