ahh, you know none of us can go back. We are all here with memories of bodies that ONCE WERE< or bodies that COULD BE.

No one here will judge you.

It must be torturing you not knowing. To me- not knowing is the worst. Once I know what ever the news is, I can begin to deal with it.

WE ALL HAVE REGRETS- trust me.

The good thing is, you have done this before. This time you know the pitfalls.
Me too.

Its so much easier to put it on and ignore the obvious.

Remember to focus on the fact that YOU are TAKING CHARGE. (This message is for me too)

Keep me posted.