Thanks everybody. It just seems like I'll feel good about loosing the ammount of weight that I have lost when I get on the scale or try on old clothes but then I stand in front of a mirror and get the old " I have so far to go" complex. I can't believe I've lost 85lbs now! that number blows my mind! I have always been fat, I honestly can't remeber the last time I weighted this little. I don't think I have low self esteem but maybe there is something to the mental aspect of this issue, because I still have a problem buying new pants... I didn't buy any new ones until I went down like 6 or 7 sizes, I guess in the back of my mind I was scared I might go back up, it's silly but this is the type of stuff I have to fight through.