Hiya kiddo...

>>"Since Im below an ideal weight I am still in *starvation* mode?"

It's quite likely. You can often feel it: you'll be colder than everyone else and your extremities will be cold.

>>"BTW moderaters-I think we need an eating disorder section on here."

M'kay, I'm speaking for myself here, not as a mod... but IMHO, this isn't a good place for a person with an active ED. Gaining weight and increasing the calories is not recovery: the only way to recover is to STOP all forms of obsessing over food, weight, fitday, exercise, calories, etc, etc and get to the real issues, which rarely involve food and weight. The incessant talk of weight loss here is not conducive to recovery. There are good ED boards out there where there is no weight loss talk.