Thanks for the support, everyone.

Sinbad-- when it comes to kids, we FIND the strength. Giving up just isn't an option. That's the one thing I know for sure!

I guess I COULD just start right now... but, even if it makes no sense and would make Dr Phil cringe I just want a couple more days of shameless self-indulgence before I start over... Old habits die hard with the comforting myself with food, but die they will come monday morning!!! As much as I dread the weigh-in, I feel like I'll be doubly determined to succeed. I need to be there for Steven, and I'm not going to let the extra weight get in the way!