Are you serious? Sorry to sound bitchy, but you've been complaining for weeks how desperately you want to lose weight. You said only a few days ago you'd do anything necessary to lose it. How despressed it was making you.

Now you're asking if you should have pancakes?

I think the suggestion to do some thinking about why you're so ready to sabotage your efforts is a good one. Maybe you're not in the right place mentally to do LC right now, and that's okay. But this on/off business is only going to bring you down.

So Lacey, do you want pancakes more than you want to be at a healthy weight?

No one here can answer that question for you.