Wow these self esteme posts hit so close to home for me. I have the same issues...at my DH christmas parties.....the other wives look amazing in their floor length gowns ( its a very formal affair) I, no matter how I look ,am always the fattest wife there....big sigh!!!...this year will be different..I hope....I have lost 75 lbs...im a size 14..but to be honest I still hate the thought of seeing all those wives again....Low self esteme is hard to give up.its like a shield we have to hide from ourselves.....
I wish you luck.....and go to the wedding with pride.....You do have alot to offer....and you are loosing!!!...
be happy.....and have fun!