Hi Kelly

I wish you well in finding the way forward for you. I am a slow loser, but have kept my focus for over 2 years now and have lost 65 pounds so far. At then end of the day you need to be in control of what you eat. Look again at where you are and where you want to be and use this site to be motivated. Eat enough, but not too little or too much. Drop by my journal if you have any specific questions.