I'm glad you're feeling better after all the support shown. One of the great things about this Forum is that no matter how alone you may feel, or think your problem is 'unique,' it really isn't and you really aren't! We're all here for you and many of us have had the same problems or very similair and have somehow come out the other end. So please take comfort in the fact that there IS hope- you can and WILL do it! Take care, I'll be rooting for you!
Kathy