i have this worry that if i am thin i will become a whimp.

i have this wierd theory that a person wanting to harm somebody (whether is is rape or mugging, or whatever) they would bypass a large person because they would be harder to subdue.

also i have a pretty physical job and i work mostly with men. so far i can pretty much hold my own and there have been many small women come and go, they were not pshysically able to do the same job as me.

so there are my worries about becomming thing and my thoughts about the benifits of being large.