I also really appreciated readin this..thank you for posting it. I really feel more for the doctors side of things after reading it. I'll tell you what though....it's strengthens my resolv to not be a fat person... god, I just want to cry! I know I have repulsed ppl even myself... I remind myself every single day that I am doing everything I can and I have to live one day at a time knowing I did my best each day.... There's no way that I will gain my weihgt back no way now way and I have a LOT more to lose.... I will though. Then I should become a doctor huh? lol