Marty, i know where you are coming from, once i reach my goal its going to be so weird. I have never been social (heck i have talked more on this board then i have talked to anyone RL or online in ages!) in fact i most call me anti-social - but then i have a book in my hand 90% of the time. i know i will be treated diffrent by alot of people and that itself is kinda scary i think

Crysania