Thanx for all your comments. I appreciate it.
Yeah, i kind of know that I do have somewhat 'twisted' image of myself.

but I suppose main reason for wanting to be on the Atkin's is so that I can drop a dress size. I'm more like a size 12, and would like to be 10, contradict me if I'm wrong, but sometime I have a hard time finding size 12 clothes, as they all seem to be tiny size 8 or the supposedly 'perfect' size 10, that the media keeps telling us!