ok, i'm still soooooooo lost. I went and bought a NEW SCALE from Target. I stepped on it, and SHOCKED once again. It said 123.8 lbs. What the heck is going on? I know i'm gonna get chewed out for this, but i have majorly been cheating eating, cheesecake and cookies, etc. I hate myself for this and feel like crap. It def feels like i've gained weight, my clothes are tighter and i feel so bloated, but the scale seems to show different. WHATS GOING ON????????

I know I need to stop with all the cheating now and get back on track. But I just cant understand why do i feel like i've gained weight and the scale says different? I guess I just need to tone up then and lose my slight belly.

i'm so lost.