I know exactly how you feel. I am still big and it just makes me realize how big I was before. I will always be on a "diet" so to speak because I have always been overweight but at least with Atkins, Iknow I can lose it. I asked my brother and some other family members why didnt they tell me how big I was and to please tell me if they notice me doing it again. I didnt realize it until I lost it, I guess I was just getting used to getting bigger. Now I am getting used to getting smaller.
Congrats on your accomplishments. It was a really big deal for me to break the 200 barrier.