I have that pattern just about every month! On top of it I will start weighing a couple of pounds more right before TOM, even though I'm not eating any differently. A really nice plus while you are in PMS week, LOL. Then it happens, and when it is all said and done, I will drop those extra pounds and usually another one on top of it. The key is not to let it discourage you. And I know what you mean about looking forward to it, I don't think I ever looked forward to TOM until low carb.