You have come through so much,and please know that these boards have some of the greatest folks here who will encourage you to take it one meal at a time. I respect you for being strong enough to share your life with us and know that you also have the strength to RE-Vision your life with school, healthy Atkins foods choices, exercise and sharing support and e-friendship here. Remember you can go to a size 6 - only if you wish, and with some additional therapy size 'whatever' will be the new you - for YOU!
Godspeed!