Wanda,

you are too funny..........
and the funniest part about it is that I'm on the SAME wavelength.... haha
I may try some SAMe -- sounds like a good idea...

My therapist suggested I go on celexa or lexapro -- I'm just not sure I want to go chemical just yet.... although, It just may help.....

Hang in there Wanda -- we are all behind you....
cristin
ps. I agree self-medicating is like giving and alcholic permission to have a shot of vodka every now and then.....
sometimes I think cold-turkey is a better way to go despite the side-effects...........
ahhh........ we'll get there..........