I have such a wonderful feeling right now, one of inner peace, because for the first time in my life I know, I mean I absolutely KNOW, that I am going to be fit and thin and beautiful.

I know that when I go clubbing on my 21st birthday, all the guys will admire me.

I know that I'll do handsprings on the sidewalk, and somersaults down the beach.

I know that I'll hike for miles, and see the places I can't visit right now.

I know that I'll walk into a clothing store and buy anything I want.

I know I'll be able to benchpress more than I weigh.

I know that I'll run miles, just for the hell of it.

I know that I'll wear sexy lingerie and not feel akward or ashamed.

I know that I'll bicycle down the coast with a very special guy.

I know that I'll put on a bikini and learn how to surf, with the whole beach watching. (and i won't float like a cork. he he)

I know that not one more minute of my will life be wasted being unhealthy.

Best of all, I know that there is nothing stopping me.

And what a relief this knowledge is.