Hi guys,
I haven't posted in awhile, but I noticed the email notification is back...Yippeee!! My quit date is this Saturday, June 28. I plan on buying the patch and using that. I have stayed a smoker for 10 years because I have always been fat....now I am not so fat, but I stink like smoke, and you can't smoke anywhere anymore, and God! cigs are $10/pack here! I figure I can take the money (there is supposed to be extra now, RIGHT???) and buy myself a filet mignon once a week. Since I was smoking at least 4 packs/week, at $10/pack...$40 extra bucks a week!!! I can finally buy some new clothes. I am still wearing my fat clothes and even my "slim"mer clothes are too big. (Which is really nice...so far from a size 16/18 to an 11...) OK...but this is not about my amazing success story. If anyone comes on here, I would appreciate the support. Everyone around me smokes...grrr. I know it will be hard. But my grandpa always said "Nothing worth doing is easy"---but, he was a hard a**.
God, i am so scared to get fat again. I don't know what scares me more: being a slim smoker and dying of cancer, or being a fat non smoker.
Thanks for reading!