Hi Lovetolose,
Everything will be ok! Life has a way of getting us down and we all know how it feels to have the worst day, month, and year! It will pass! Today is a new day! You can and will do this! I've been there too! I hate to be depressed or stessed, and everytime I got through it I think it will never end but it does! Hang in there friend it will be ok!