Hey lovetolose
I think we all have stress in our lives, for one reason or another.
I Love this forum, the people here are so helpful..you will like it too I bet.
Please don't be so upset..I can feel the tension in your post.
Take one day at a time, and come here ..vent..everyone here is so helpful & willing to listen.
I have a few more pounds to lose, but don't want to lose this forum..( oxymorin?)
take care and be stong!