so much for being good today. I did get in some good exercise, but blew it on everything else. I hope I can do better tomorrow and for the next 4 weeks. I am such a flake to give in. I don't have much time to pull myself together.... when will I get it through my thick skull that I can't lose more by cheating...yes I can maintain, but I don't want to...want to be smaller!!!!!

Dani