You DO NOT need to apoligize !
But coming clean is a great feeling isnt it?
It is so normal not to even know your starting weight over fear.
I think those scales make me crazy. It is so great that you can be honest with yourself about this.
It is also amazing to take concrete steps to getting healthy.
I think that before we all deciding to make a committment to this plan we were all in a little bit of denial. I was not even thinking about what I ate, just eating whatever the hell I could fit into my stomach, after doing the plan for a while it is like Holy Cow ! I cant believe I used to eat all that !
With that revalation come many more, for me it is like, why did I let myself get out of control? Who did I think I was hiding this from? And so much more.
So it is great progess just to realize how much we were hiding from the truth overall !
Good for you for the confession, I think you are way ahead of most people on a weight loss journey and your positive energy just vibes us all !