This is the confession booth and now I'm confessing....

I'm going on two weeks of high carbs and I'm feeling terrible. I don't feel like I can even post in my journal because all I can write is...I CHEATED~~~~~AGAIN! I have the foods that I need on hand and I'm STILL cheating....ALL DAY LONG! I feel like a big fat loser...I'm outta control and I can't stop. I want to get back into low-carb foods but the way I'm acting, I'm having no self control. I'm afraid to step on the scale, I'm afraid to put on the jeans that I was wearing last week....I totally SUCK! I know that all I'm supposed to do is get back on the wagon and eat the foods that I JUST went shopping for...I KNOW THIS! WHY AM I NOT DOING THIS?

ok, i've vented, screamed, stomped my foot....now what?