I'm tired of looking at these skinny chicks that eat chips, fried foods, cookies, and candy. Just wondering why I can't endulge in this kind of behavior at ALL!!! I'm tired of watching what I eat, just today!! I want mac and cheese, I want fried chicken, I want b-cue ribs. I'm sorry, I'm just feeling real down today. I have been at the same weight for damn near 3 weeks. I've done so well, but I'm just damn tired of eating this way. I want some of my old food back. Just today!!!

I'm struggling today!!!! Major depression.